Girl to Boy

When did life take such a big turn that I cant even reach you now. How did we drift so far apart that I cant even feel your presence around me. My love for you was preserved in the bud of togetherness, when did it wilt under the scorching sun of hatred. I dont see you in my dreams anymore. You have become a distant memory. I know you are there but the moment I try to connect with you how do I end up being more disconnected from you. I dont need dreams to talk to you because I have forgotten how you were with me. I have forgotten how it was like to be in love. If you were with me sitting besides me encasing me in your arms I would tell you so much I kept from you. This will never happen so I will just close my eyes and try to replicate the feelings I feel around you.

Girl:

I have forgotten how to smile

Without you in my life

I am declining the joy

Because I don't feel alive

Boy:

These walls of dejection

Are surrounding you

Under your flawed perception

I cant reach you

Girl:

These walls rose

When I lost myself in that catastrophe

For u, I have closed all doors

Because you are the turbulence in my mental peace

Boy:

You blame me for that fiasco

For that entire episode was I the maestro?

And you?

Didn't you agree into?

Girl:

My conviction was in your sanity

Your judgment was more savvy

Boy:

To err is human

So, I'm filing my petition

"Dear, open you mind for once

And let me enunciate the truth

I never meant for you to loose your repose

Your life is more precious to me than you suppose

I have tried to save you, my love

From the moment I held your hand to propose"

Girl:

Your entirety is fogged

Your judgment is clogged

In this rampant chaos 

You have torn me apart

Boy:

Now, I wont beg for you to unite the bracket of our being

No matter how much this pain is grieving

Girl:

Your words are appalling

Your conduct is agonizing

Why everything and everyone are you reasoning?

Why the dynamics of my existence are you demeaning?

Boy:

You and me are like sun and moon

We each have our solitary mystical fumes

Hard to coexist

Impossible to drift

Girl:

Do you ever hear your self?

With me do you ever try to establish coherence?

Boy:

With you I've more than enough patience

But baby, you are just used to infinite sweetness

Girl:

You have stopped listening

And started imagining

Things I don't mean, things I don't say

I just wanted you to lend me an ear

And make the worries go away

No matter how colossal they may appear

Boy:

I am all ears

You just dont let yourself out

Girl:

You being absent when present

Has put me behind the bars of doubt

I am just searching for that old you

Who used to make a sad little girl anew

Boy:

When times change

People refrain

Even I am chasing the part of you

With whom as an adult I grew

Girl:

I never thought one day I'd have to discover

That we have lost a part of each other

I recon this loss is greater than the gain

And we wont embark our journeys together again